17.6.11

Lucky

Life is brilliant.
I love people.
I enjoy re-emerging
into consciousness
at 7am.
I love that as soon
as you realise what
you were blessed enough
to have, you start
to lose it.
I love being dropped in
a field, with no idea
where home is or
how to get there.
I love that 'home' hasn't
existed for years.

16.6.11

Mental Breakdown Diary - Volume 1

mental breakdown diary. part 1.
budapest.
you will be 85 one day.
one day, you will be 85.
money isn't everything.


mental breakdown diary. part 2.
this is bedtime. you need sleep.
you aren't furious enough to sleep.
i can't sleep unless i'm absolutely furious.


mental breakdown diary. part 3.
it's already not how i remember it
and i haven't even gone.
it's not the end of the world.


mental breakdown diary. part 4.
The bad words
come flooding
to the forefront
the bad words
bathe
wounds of the mind


mental breakdown diary. part 5.
you're wearing tin foil